...Ah...
I don't think I can say I'm sorry enough. I said some stuff that I really shouldn't have said...

Squall, Quistis, Selphie, and... of course, Albel...
Is there anything I can do to make it up?

I'm so sorry...

Just when you think you've seen it all, you really haven't. No matter what you think you're prepared for, you're really not.

I got to see Albel when he wasn't... You know, Albel. It was so weird. Weird, but refreshing in a way. Refreshing because he wasn't anything the way I'm used to him being. He said he didn't really seem to like the guy he sounded like he was. That's the only Albel I've ever known, though.

That's the Albel who gets angry over everything, throws a temper tantrum, and used to call me 'maggot' every chance he got. That's the Albel that I grew close to, because he was pretty cool when he wasn't being a jerk. -- And I guess he was pretty cool even while he was a jerk. Not that I'm saying I approve or anything. I think I just prefer that Albel to the potentially nice one.

So then I wonder which Albel is the real Albel.
What path is this guy gonna' choose?

I know Selphie's been busy lately, and Laguna has too, but it doesn't mean I don't wanna see them.

Squall, are you done making Seifer want to kill you? He was getting pretty angry, you know. I wanted to try and help you, but in some ways I think you were a lot happier not knowing any of us, just like Seifer would be a hell of a lot happier if we weren't all here.
I guess Irvine and Zell are really the two go-to guys here. They seem in pretty good spirits.

Oh, and Quistis too.
Hey! Quisty, you like books, right? I bet you do. I can get you some discounts at Genoa's if you want.

You know, the last time this happened, I lost almost everything.
My pictures.
My projectile weapon.

All of it.
There were so many memories that just fell apart, and after that? I just didn't care anymore.

It's kind of like I told Albel.
I don't believe anything's eternal.

A lot of my faith has fallen.
This earthquake didn't help.

Irvine.
I think you should volunteer for the auction. ♥
Will you do it for me?

You're pretty and you could get some money for the committee. You know you want to help Selphie and me out.

So... uhm...
I had lunch with the president last week.

It was pretty cool. I wish I knew what to think.
He's more insightful than I realised. That's pretty awesome too.

Guess it doesn't hurt that he's cute.
I feel somewhat close to him. You know, like I know him or something.

I only have five classes, and I don't think any of them have all of these projects that everyone else is stuck with.

Selphie is the leader it looks like, although I don't know who else she's asked.
Kyouya, Albel, would you guys want to be a part of it? We want to do some community things for Aegean and the students. You know, something so we don't feel like we're all into work and no play.

I've fallen in love with white mochas at Genoa's Books. Selphie said we should try to work there. She'd be working in the coffee shop, but said I should work in the books. Right now, I think the books would be really perfect for me. I'm not feeling especially sociable right now.

I feel like there are things I need to say to people like Irvine and others, but I really don't... I don't think I can. I feel like I'm filling in the missing pieces, but I'm not real sure how I'm going to move on from here. It's not like being stuck...

Well... Yeah. Yeah, it is.

And I guess President Loire's here too. I still think he should be in Esthar where he belongs. Knowing him, I bet he left it in the hands of Kiros and Ward. What'll happen if something befalls one of them, though? And what about... Well, it's none of my business, right?

I guess I might as well get one thing off of my chest.
I'm sorry, Seifer.

Other than that... I don't think I say the rest of what should be said.
I just want to find things to do to keep me from thinking.

Homework, homework, homework. You're my only saviour.

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Edit:
Oh! And I have this picture of Albel and me. He has this mad look on his face, though. He took the other one, though, the one where he looks happy.

I guess that's the price I pay for me being me. I really like the pictures, though. I think I'll go to Junes and pick up a frame or two.

So Seify is here again. That makes me happy. I haven't talked to him, though, because it's starting to remind me too much of Ares that place.

That's why I left in the first place. It didn't matter that I'd gone home. When you can't be with your friends, or when no one wants you around, there's no place else in the world you can go. I guess that's really why I accepted the invitation here. I guess even I wanted to start out new somewhere that the others weren't in. Maybe Seifer and I aren't so different, after all.

Anyway, weekend is over.

Here's what I need to work on for the next week:
• Essays for history
• Essays for english
• And whatever it was I supposed to do for the music class

It's hard to concentrate when there are cute guys in the classes. Hee. ♥

Speaking of which, I wonder where Kyouya wandered off to. He worries me sometimes. I hope he's okay.

Classes! Hooray~ ♥
Believe it or not, I actually sort of like schooling and tutelage. Really. I'm definitely being serious!

There are cute guys in my history class. One of them has that silent treatment going on. I don't even think I know his name!
And then one has blue hair, and the other one acts sort of like a jerk. He feels like he has all of this arrogance stuff going on, but I definitely think he's cute. He's got some style.

I'm actually a little surprised in my music class too. There are more than I was expecting. I didn't know it would be so thrilling for people to attend it. Good thing they're cute people too.

It's sad that I don't have any classes with Selphie. :[

But! Albel brought me a parfait the other day. I haven't eaten it yet, though. I guess I feel like I should savour it or something. Heh. ^^

It's nice to have a weekend, though.
A weekend to do this, that, and investigate.

Hmm! So classes are right around the corner, right?
After the day at the beach, I really haven't felt compelled to do much. I guess I'm just feeling lazy. It was all that sleeping in the sun.

Selph Selph, before things get too busy, I kind of feel like we should go out and play. I don't really care where. I just want to go play. I never really liked school too much, so the idea of attending classes, no matter how prestigious they might be is sort of lost on me.
Let's go play! Let's go play! :3~

...So... uh...
Albel and I went to the beach.

...What... exactly is this?
What could it be that I've stumbled upon?

Others have said it better than me, but there's something here.

Something very wrong.
Something very not right.

Or is it just me?

Almost every moment here has been nonstop action.
I've come to Aegean, believing this was some sort of stupid test that Caraway decided to put me through.

While my stuff was being moved in, I had the weirdest guy just... launch himself at me. I thought he was part of the welcoming committee, but this guy seriously had it out for me. Knew my name, seemed to know my personality a bit, and weird stuff like that. Said he met me before at some place in Mars. I hated breaking to him that I've never been to Mars. The furthest I ever went was to the moon and that was a little out of my control.

I felt bad for this guy, though. There was just... something there, I guess. I don't know why, but the whole situation bothered me. You know, the way something eats at you when you realize you're missing something. Gnaw, gnaw, gnaw. It's just like that. Lame.

Then at the time when night switches to day, according to time, everything just went out. You know, lights, camera, and no action! Power outage, I guess, but it was still one of the weirdest things I've ever experienced. Or maybe it's the institute's way of simply saying 'lights out; you have a curfew'. Whatever the case, I had the strangest feeling come over me.

I'll have to look into it tonight. Assuming that I'm not confronted by more people freaking out on me.

Oh! And I think I saw Selphie's name on a door somewhere here.
Selph Selph, you're here, right? I can't believe you didn't tell me before. (Or maybe you did and I forgot...?)

...
I am made of so much fail.
Ugh.

I'm going to trip over myself and break an ankle, I bet.
T_T

Wow.
That's some kind of special.
And where'd the picture come from?

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When I find the person who's responsible for this, they're dead.
>O

Hear me?!
Dead!